K so yesterday was the end of summer school. PCE ELA 20-1
Woke up at 630 yesterday got ready and got to school around 830 bbut my test was from 820-10-15 anyway.. i finished writing at 930 and from then on til about 11 ive been going around the school with shannon and quinn [my white crew], and later with bb and his best friend.. waited til kevin [bb’s bf] got his report card, chillin at the asiaaan stairs and stayed in school til 12. then me and bb went to Peter’s for lunch.
sooo full from lunch . like hello 2 cheeseburgers [with two patties inside!] small fries [which was fkn huge] and 2 strawberry milkshakes. K i should take a photo next timee. :P but yeah we finished all of that. after lunch called up my fahj and went straight to Diego’s house for the asian dinner party. LOL
just chilleeed. watch a little of astroboy, looked for the usb charger for the ps3 cause i wanted to play cod. HAHHA but yeah we couldnt find it so we went to the basement played scrabble and yeah. and then went back upstairs. the kids went to the park while bb and i fell asleep on the couch . aha i tried to watch HOUSE fail i fell asleep -.-” and theen had dinner. sooo FULL! haha bb and i had CRABS. hahahahahahahahhh not that type of crabs tho. the ones from the sea. xP and then went to the basement to play with sean. after that bb had to go home.
waiting for the bus was hell. we were devoured by mosquitoes! :| ashdaskhf and then bb left and so did i.
got home, washed up and laid in bed texting bb, too bad i fell asleep . -.-“
AND NOOOW IM AT HOME BLOGGING ABOUT THIS CAUSE I REFUSED THE CHANCE TO GO TO BANFF. sorry. haha k bye
Honestly, I miss being miss independent.
I miss making my own money. I miss relying on myself and I miss not relying on a man.
It’s great having parents who give you what you need, and a boyfriend who you can depend on. But really sometimes I wish I was like before. I wish I had that same game.
I wish I had the same type of freedom to go out to dinner/lunch with my friends and not worry about money. I wish I had that freedom to shop like before. Work for my own stuff and carry myself. And I wish my man see me the way I was before not having to depend on him, but only myself.
Trust I wouldn’t give up any of the people I depend on now, especially my parents and Ryan. But really I wanna be independent again.